I went running again and I am still on track. But today while I was running, I started thinking. This is a little off subject of what I usually blog about, but I just have to get it off my chest. About half way through my jog, the thought of selfishness ran through my head. The reason for this is because of the dream I had last night. It involved a couple and a several situations involving selfishness or something close to being selfish. The woman was all into the man. She was loving and caring and thoughtful. She was always looking out for his well being. The guy was only thoughtful when needed. He only did things for her when it was required (birthday, special occasions). But the one thing in the dream that stood out to me was when they go out, he is this very affectionate guy and shows everyone that's around how much he is into her or should I say in love with her. But when they get home, he is the complete opposite. He treats her like she is his roommate. The affection he shows in public, he doesn't show at home. This part just stuck in my mind. I started thinking, why would this guy be all affectionate and seem so into his lady in public, but not at home. Then it hit me!
I guess some people are big on how they look to other people. Which leads me to believe that when this happens, a person is all about themselves. Even though it may look as if they are about the other person, it's only to make them look good. I thought this was amazing! How could someone be this selfish? What is the point is bringing someone into your selfish world when you are all about yourself? These are the questions that I started thinking about after I woke up.
Just had to get that off my chest. So if you are selfish, please don't drag someone who is not selfish into your selfish world unless you are willing to make adjustments to your lifestyle. The thought of this makes me feel uneasy, so I can just imagine going through it. Wait until you are ready and if you don't know if you are ready, ask your true friends, they will tell you the truth and if you don't have any true friends, just ask GOD!
"Selfish is the only thing Love is not"-K.J Swint
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