The Revitilization of my Life--Day 4

Today is a rest day so I didn't workout, but that doesn't mean that I am not going to do anything to revitalize my life. I must admit, my body is aching but I have to keep going until this aching stops.

Yesterday me and my fiance went to take engagement pictures. It was hot; we were sweaty, but we were happy. As we were taking these pictures I started thinking about the future. I was thinking, "we are happy now because this is fresh, but will we be happy like this five years from now?" Then as we were posing for a shot and the photographer said, "don't worry about the pose, these are your pictures, you do what you want to do." This statement really hit me. This was the answer to the question I had about keeping the happiness fresh years later. In order to keep things fresh you have to do what you want to do and not what others want you to do. It's good to get advice (from positive people) from others, but you still have to make that advice your own.

No one can carry your marriage but you and your spouse. No one can tell you how to live your marriage but you and your spouse because no one knows you or your spouse like the both of you. Upon doing all of this thinking I stopped for a minute and cleared my head. Then I began to think, instead of worrying about how to keep if fresh, I should just do what it takes and this worry will be no more. And that's just what I did. I grabbed my fiance gave her a kiss to let her know that I am happy. She didn't know why I was kissing her but I knew and I vowed right then and there that I was going to put in the work to make this day just as exciting for us five years from now. Now it gets interesting. After having a lovely evening, an argument or should I say a disagreement occurred. It got a little heated for a minute, but then I thought about the lovely photo shoot we had and I also thought about the vow that I made to myself and God. So I went to her and started loving on her and kissing her and asked her, "are you still mad at me?" She wanted to be, but she couldn't because I was giving her pure love despite the disagreement that we had. She smiled gave me a kiss and just looked at me with this weird look. I know what she was thinking. She was thinking how can he be this way when we are suppose to be mad at each other. What she didn't know was that I refuse to let the anger out weigh the love that we have for each other...I REFUSE